This dead thing moves
When I touch it.
Under loving pressure it rocks resistant,
Pushes gently back.
What joy in lifting up its hand
And placing it on me?
It is my own pulse only
Against the neck of it.
No inscrutable inside now
With workings of desire,
And to the question Are You Dead.
Yet gives its silence.
This is a cavernous place
When every word and look
I give is answer to me.
When the fact of the questions,
Of the doubt and despair,
Is both their confirmation and their cause.